SPADES =D

2009-08-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

FML
huihui is facing probs :(
just like all the other pple in the world

i nvr knew it was so severe
i always just took everything for granted
wanting anything everything

shld jus stop comparing myself with the rest of you
dere are others out dere
so sad
i shld care

no im nt a spoilt brat
no im nt a spoilt brat

SO NEWAY on HAPPY NATIONAL DAY CELEB
ksk called my mummy.
and blahblahblah
so now every 15mins or so my mum wld pop her head into my rm and make sure im studying o.o
so much for supervising
haispu.
I AM NOT A PRI SCH KID!
come to tink of it i dun even study in pri sch
i watch tv all day long
BAH.
I WANA GO BACK TO PRI SCH =(
no i dun wana be SEVENTEEN
I WANA BE SEVEN
i wan pokemon and neopets!
i'll give up l4d for maplesea neday!

wads the best way to not show ur true feelings?
put on masks
yea. many many masks
but no.
huihui doesnt wana do dat nemore
she has had enough
no. huihui will not hide frm pple she love
huihui doesnt wana run away nemore.

and you.
stop tinking you tink u noe everything
actually u noe nth
nth at all
u may noe everything about urself
but things dat apply to you doesnt apply to EVERYONE
stop trying to prove me wrong
its not like ur doing well urself
so just shutthefuckup
and mind your own business
noone asked for ur opinion
shut that anus in your face

bitch

2009-08-06T06:10:00.000-07:00

today i met a bitch =)
i cant stand eccentric pple
okay fine im one myself =)
but this bitch makes ksk seem like an angel. (ewwww)
just wait
i'll show u

im so weird. shit me.
y cant i jus accept happiness sia??
hmms.
truth must be told i suppose.

guys and gals guys and gals
why must dere be a sex barrier
why cant we can be one sex
LOL
ALL GALS
OR
ALL GUYS
LOL
kay wadeva im crapping.

wo shi ssp kia.
ssp kia shi wo =)

2009-08-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

sometimes i shld jus look on the bright side :)

2009-07-28T03:49:00.001-07:00

EH WHY MY BLOGGER CANT POST PICS =(

sc gals=)

2009-07-25T05:28:00.000-07:00

IM SEVENTEEN!
I CAN RULE THE WORLD

EHEHE =)

2009-07-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

everyone asks me why i cut my hair SHORT SHORT SHORT
i cant give an answer =(
neways pics of me JUST AFTER i cut my hair!

heehee playing ard wif my new short short bob

yayes! my hair now has grown longer!!! i can tie it up alr hehe

neways life is rather blah
sch tutorials lectures
camwhoring during tuts and lecs
doing hw during breaks
tying up my hair if i feel slpy (heh)
deresnt much to blog abt when im GROUNDED =(
i wana watch harry. harry potty. hus bdae is on the same day as mine *hint hint*

why am i able to trust strangers but not the ones so dear to me?
why is the speed so fast.
accelerating at the speed of light. LOL
right FUNFUNSTAR? you agree its too fast rite!
i miss you pple!
i din even get to see AHCHUA :(
stupid terms
why didnt i freaking study.
see the conseq?
i dunoe why i can be so optimistic and pessimistic at the same time
paranoid much?
tink abt the worst dat can happen when ders actually nth going on
omgod im actually such a pretentious person
how fake can i get?
knowing things but pretending NO I DUNOE WAD UR TOKING ABT
secretly wanting smth so desperately but
putting on a poker front giving a i dun give a damn face
wad a joke
next time if i want smth.
i'll come right out and say it!
for eg. I WAN 11 ROSES FOR MY BDAE!
I WAN DAT ANNA SUI PERFUME
I WAN JUICY JUICY JUICY!
LOL

okays shall stop being such a retard :)
i shall stop being such a bimbo too
u noe wad. i'll go cut my nails short this instance!
dat'll show you!
i shall stop being so active
initiating everything.
u wan den okay u dun wan den i dun care
on the other hand, i'll stop being so passive
waiting for people
i'll go right out and say YOU COME HERE
LOL
i shall stop procrastinating
jus like wad im doing now
i shall stop regretting wad i;ve done/ din do
the past is the past
the future's wads impt
i shall stop being such a pathetic bitch
sitting and stoning at my phone waiting for smth to come
i shall learn to control my temper
nt flaring up at the slightest things sumone say to provoke me
i shall stop thinking bt the bad side of everything
no i believe she is a nice person
she wun do smth like dat to hurt me
i shall love my frens more
yes you pple
you noe jolly well hu im refering to
you you and you
frens all the way frm pri sch till now
zhenghuareans. yes my dear MCP
i love you all. my sistas are my stars.
funfunstar keekeestar
sibb i love you.
hmmjia daddy kiwi grandpa weishit maria the maid
kianseng derrick
yes even you chewzhanlun mummy i love you too
sc frens.
everyone of u
myjean ahtan ahcheong ahchua kell michelle joanteehee
and my dahling i miss you
love you guys like hell
acsians
i love my og
1sa3 you guys are awesome
each and everyone of you
esp peter foofoo awaw classrep og!
circlet of 4
frens forever till we die
okays!
love you guys so damn much.
i shall love my family even more
mummy daddy stupid brother
and eveyone else
i shall learn to love myself too
i love you tayhuiyi ;)
i shall work hard to ace promos and then focus on my dear bridge
yes i am so rusty mans.

resolutions bring about changes
and changes bring about new hopes
and new hopes bring a better me
I LOVE TAYHUIYI :D

2009-07-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

my j1 life so far is like this ultra stupid circle cycle

i let pple down
im sry
i ask to be given a sec chance

i let them down again
im sry again
i plead for a sec chance

i let them down once more
im sry once more
i beg for a sec chance

WTF.
wells wells.

neway enough abt dat. its time to buck up dumbo!
when things go haywire and backfire.
its really scary and hazardous
HAHA

still cant get over wad my chem tcher said to me
cant believe she so 'kan de qi' me
HAHA

parents and bro
yea i noe ur care.
so its time to finally show u guys wad i can do :)
time to own.
HAHA

FALLING OUT OF LOVE ISNT A CRIME
失恋无罪

so if falling outta love isnt a crime
hence --> falling in love isnt a crime either
so true so true.

(eh tink im doing too much mathematical induction lolo)

2009-07-02T19:34:00.000-07:00

i desperately seek the one who doesnt lie
but i realise
it is impossible to find

THINGS TO DO AFT TERMS!

2009-06-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

i really miss sc!
i miss having exams in sc hall
putting our bags in the smelly room
hugging frens and saying goodluck
before walking down the aisle to the seats.

i miss sitting behind/in front of ahtan =(
i miss our stupid gestures to each other b4/aft the papers, ahtan!
i miss sitting behind/in front of you joantee!
and crowding at the tables aft each paper, discussing answers.
4pe =(

ac exam venues suck
humongous badm hall.
i cant even see the other end of it. =(
i miss sc hall =(

neway yaye last paper tml!
im one of the few rare j1s to end terms tml! YAYE ME!
deres so many things to do aft terms!

-retail retail!
-tidy tidy rm
-chiong gossip girl season2! yes im uber slow!
-holiday hw (opps)
-tink over abt things =(
-BRIDGE MY HEART OUT =D

sumtimes im confused
but sumtimes i jus act blur
i kept em all away
to one corner of my small brain
waiting till aft terms
tml yea
its time to dig em out
and process
and digest
and make a decision

2009-06-27T07:29:00.001-07:00

ask yourself if you like wad u're becoming

dengue

2009-06-23T06:57:00.000-07:00

MANS! im freaking fat.
i ate a 2 PCS CHICKEN MEAL at 10PM ytd night for supper O.O
WAD WAS I TINKING?
lolo.

gg liaos. fats fats fats. accumulating. ewww
haispu.
these 4 days are nt really e best ones of my life.
im scared okay.
really really. dun take things for granted.
cherish ur family and frens!
<3333333333 ALL OF U
SISTAS
ALL MY FRENS

a thought came across my mind
it terrified me so much
i cldnt close my eyes
didnt wana see the nightmare
dun wan dat possiblity

one wldnt noe the fear unless one feared
one cldnt understand how i feel right now
helpless and complicated
i nvr realised
h0w much i missed you till i missed you

i so dun wan it to happen to you
not you
or to anyone i noe
its scary like hell
gona shake in fear
gona break into tears
now

IS THIS CHIO OR WAD

2009-06-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

I HEART JUICY!

PREEEDY HAIR TIES!
sigh. when can i afford juicy?? hahas

SPADES!
this is my fav! hahas. even beats the spades one hahas.

CHIO NOT?
PRREEEDY LIKE HELL RITE!
http://www.strapya-world.com/

UBER CHIO LARH.
I WAN!

4TH MTH ANI!

2009-06-20T00:22:00.000-07:00

went back to sc ytd ytd wif van to collect our yrbk and cert! hahas
den went shopping!
MORNING SHOPPING. HMMMMS. hahas
NO COMMENT!

went back to sc ytd wif fj to collect ur cert and yrbk LOL.
HAHAS. i miss sc too much larh!

yaye got new SILVER swingswing!

LOOK AHTAN!
heehees. fj!

she looks dead o.o

my vending machine!
MINE~!
KA!. geog lectures hahas

SC TOILETS ARE STILL E BEST!

afterdat met bong at cityhall and went marina sq!
ATE CHANGING APPETITES!
damn big portion
uber bloated

THIS IS THE COOKIE MONSTER MUDPIE.
HUGE!!!!

THEN THEN THEN.
THE LONGGGGGG AWAITED FLYERRR! hahas.

wells. it was a uber boring 30mins hahas.
went esplanade lib to stone.
went clarke quay to club LOLO.
wait for me CLINIC i'll come back next yr!
HAPPI 4TH MTH ANI! :D

2009-06-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

hmmms.
morn shopping?
lets see how it will work out! :D
im bridging everyday. kinda reminds me of last yr.
bridging every recess. =)
sigh. fond memories. fond memories.

ring! bell rings.
yaye. recess!
canteen
meepok. ba chok mee. chickenchop. nasi lemak. pau stall. jelly stick.
auntie! i wan meepok jia rou jia rou! duo duo rou!
LOL.
rm 98/99/100
1 SPADES. 2 DIAMONDS. I BID ONE KING. LOL.
MY PARDNER. ACE OF SPADES. START!

wa lau. super miss you guys!
when will si da du hou reunite again?
tink im the only one among the four of us still playing everyday hahas.
sheesh. i dun care its my cca. and i love love love it :D
neway. me and bong got $13.50 for winning sec place at scba dat day hahas.
and then we blew it all at IKEA CAFE.
woa woahhh. the mash potato, baked chicken and coleslaw. YUMMY!

im sick. =( sore throat. runny nosey. phlergmy. eh dunoe how to spell.
heck la my spelling sucks.
brian brain wadeva.
mygawd. ahtan i miss youuuu! hahas. GHOST HUNTERS =DDDDDDD
shopping yaye! and then deres still bridge tml hahas.

im looking 4ward to friday friday!
happi happi.
colorful colourful! yaye!

i dun wana fall too deep within.
i dun wana become blind.
blinded by things dat aint good for me.
i jus wana live my life the way it is. =)

SECOND PLACE AT SCBA!

2009-06-14T00:44:00.000-07:00

WE GOT SECOND! SECOND! SECOND!
yaye yaye yaye

went scba on friday nite for bridge =)
there were so many many many pple!
like dere were 4 schs dere: ac, hc, rj, cj
tink dere were like 26 pairs or smth hahas.

neway it ended damn late. like it was supp to end at 1o30 but it ended at like 11 =(
and still had to wait for e results to be generated.

lalala~

so when the results list came out we were sooo nervous larh.
lol even tho it wasnt even comp hahas.
was scanning for out names down the list.
and i was like EH WHY DUN HAV.
turned out i started scanning from e bottom hahas.
and to OUR SURPRISE!

WE GOT SECOND!!! YAYE BABEH.
sec and third place tied yaye
im jumping like sum siao high little girl now.
opps, i AM a siao high little girl.
WEEEEEEEEEE

HEARTS BRIDGE HEARTS!

I MISS 4PE LIKE CRAZY!

2009-06-12T19:10:00.000-07:00

was procrastinating one fine day when i came upon my 2008 DAILY PLANNER!
it was then i realised how much i missed my sec 4 year =(
how much fun i had wif my uber uber close frens
and how much i missed em
and how much i hav been neglecting em.
my gawd =(

funjuin keejia sibyl jocelyn sarah --- HAPPY LUNCH TABLE!
ah tan ah chua ah cheong michelle joan kell jean minyi --- secret rm 98/99/100 gang

i wana go back to 2008...

always my source of motivation, introducing....
LEE JAEJIN OPPA!

whenever i flip open my planner i see him first!

at the start the planner was quite boring
ohoh. the fateful day --- 24jan
minyi and denyse's bdae
and yea we got back our o'level chinese grade!
sumtimes the pages were so blank they were put to other uses,
like...
me and jean playing HANGMAN during lessons =p
me and van toking crap during GEOG LECTURE :D

then came the colourful colourful days!
which was actually the beginning of our gambling days i tink!
ooooo we started our recess gambling den in march WAWA!

i heart this phrase! HAHAS

why cant singapore snow? I wan HAILSTONES!
dat day i wrote this in my planner
and the very day singapore had a case of 'hailstones' WAD THE HECK!
ME IS PROOOO
and then came sports day!
1sy-- champ
2se-- champ
3pe--champ
4pe--champ

do i bring luck to my class or wad? LOL
yea. <3333333!
jeans says plastic hearts are non-biodegradeable!

ard here is the time we started our SHIT DAIDI obsession :D

I AM KING!

michelle's drawings are uber nice!
den was my obsession wif 93.3! hahas. yea van!
LONG HU BANG
GUAN TOU JU CHANG!
heehees. and more sources of motivation.
LEE JAEJIN OPPA STICKERS!
wells. my life was rather HIGH HIGH HIGH
but there were many many emo times too =(
den was my new love. JAM!

growing closer and closer to prelims! O.o

MY BDAE YAY!
AND THEN...
080808 RANG WO MEN GET HIGH!
counting down to O's!
66 days to o's
89 days to after o's
;D

JAEJIN AGAIN YAY!
and then at the end of my planner...

FTI!
wells. more ways to motivate me...
eg. pasting FTI stickers in my textbks. hahas
so like i study abit, den well im tired, i flip back and stare at FTI LOL

2009-06-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

how isit possible dat jus hrs ago i was bathing in the shower of happiness
and den hrs later. all gone.
water evaporated. bubbles popped.
BAH.

ohwells. y cant i ever be satisfied? HAHA.

one week of museum cip finally ended YEA BABEH.
hav i mentioned i love my co-form tcher? hahas. shes so cute LOL =))
aft one week of im-off-frm-studying-cuz-i-got-cip , i really ought to SIT DOWN and study mans!

but then again. huihui is like how restless hahas.
went for blood test today! EEEEP!
doc din let me prick my fingers but took blood frm my arm instead. =(
but huihui is brave. huihui din WAHHHHH =))
yaye!

watched night at e musuem 2 wif bong tday =))
enugh play time tday. gota start work tml yea!
i miss baked rice =(((
keejia! i wan go ur hse eat baked rice hahas kidding.

EEEEEP EEEEEP EEEEEEP
i got EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP stuck in my head for sooo long.
like the whole weekend the only thing on my mind is... EEEEEEP!
i used to tink it was like dat.
but den i realised it isnt.
EEEEEEEP!
im so EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP-ED out by it hahas.
i realised im actually quite PURE! wahahas
naive and innocent huh.
YEA RITE.

2009-06-02T08:24:00.001-07:00

how how how
HOW TO ROLEPLAY???
hahahs.

tml im supposed to cry over my non-existent dead husband hu died in the sook ching.
WOW.
yea right.
gota find a black and white pic of sum guy and cry over it
HAHA.

and i hav a daughter wif cholera
and i collect nightsoil in the night

WADTHEBONG!

i did smth retarded today.
hahas. hopefully it doesnt scare off pple!

2009-05-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

srsly. i jus wana die
all my frenships are broken
GONE DOWN THE DRAIN
wad kinda shit person am i?
fuck im such a bitch
i hurt so many so many frens
maybe my cuzz shldnt had saved me ytd
i shld had jus died.
den maybe aft i die
u guys will forgive me?
i dun even noe how to apologise.
srsly.
how i say im FUCKING FUCKING SORRY
for doing all those things to u guys.
i tot my ac life was awesome
i tot wrong
only this year dat i realised
IM SUCH A BITCH
SUCH A LOUSY FREN
DAT I SO SO SO DESERVES TO DIE.

i dunoe how to start toking to u guys.
but if u read this.
pls noe dat im really sorry
i wana apologise.
but i dunoe how to start
cuz i noe u guys hate me like hell now
im really really SORRY

2009-05-30T23:23:00.000-07:00

fuck this screwed up life of mine.

i realised ytd dat i hav no frens to turn to in times of need.

i hav sistas
right. but. i neglected them way too much. i dun tink they will ever forgive me.
i tink things will nvr go bak to the way they are in scgs.
when we are super uber close.
now everything is jus weird.
and its my fault.
and i guess they dun wan me anymore.
i dunoe.

i hav bella.
right. but. i stopped seeing bella for like a few days.
we dun even tok anymore.
i dunoe wad happened.

i hav my sa3 classmates.
right. but. how bout my closest frens in class,
peter and foooo and like flying to china for HOLIDAYYY.
the rest of my classmates?
i guess maybe they dun like me.
i dunoe.

i hav my sc frens.
right. but. they are so far away.
in diff schools.
i dun tink i shld bother em.
i dunoe.

i hav mcp.
right. but. how bout im like an extra in mcp.
im in and im out.
maybe the guys dun even like me too.
i dunoe.

i tink dats mostly it.
i hav no one else.

ytd and tday i realised the importance of FAMILY.

my screwed up life was saved by my cousin.
THANKS CUZZ!
if not i wld had feel off the ledge(?) of the sch backgate and either break some bones or tou po xue liu. wad a sight it wld had been on the headlines.
SCHOOLGIRL CLIMBS BACKGATE CUZ SHE WAS LATE AND FELL OFF IT
!!!!

ytd was also family day.
had tons of fun wif family.
wif my cousins, grandparents, uncles, aunties, doggy and parents!
yea. had so much fun without uuuu yes uuuu.

wad a nice day it was.
i din even tok to u the whole day.
life without u is AWESOME too
cuz i hav my family.

this morn. went CLAM DIGGING wif my cousins again
WAHAHAHA. super fun mans. =)

ive done many fabulous things
fabulously BITCHY things.
and they are all coming bak to haunt me.
yea.
u pangseh sumone.
sumone else pangsehs you.
u wan sumone to forgive you.
sumone else wans you to forgive him.

so much for a vicious cycle.

i noe you hate me.
like to the fact you dun even wana tok to me anymore.
but we've been so long.
i dun wan it to end
not like this not now.
but ive been thinking, maybe it will
its not like i nvr tried.
i guess i din try hard enugh
but den again
everytime its me making the effort
haispu. even tho its my fault
but cant u jus make the effort to forgive me?

ive had enough of making pple smile.
being frenly to others so dat i'll be accepted.
when ur down or angry. i tried to cheer you up.
i had to tolerate all those shit.
i hav my own probs too you noe.
i guess you nvr bothered to see em.
to ask if im okay.

wells. im not.
putting up a smiley front is the only thing i can do to mask it.
fuck the world.
so many pple having on masks.
disgusting.
yea im disgusting.
i act nice
but im not.
i jus wana be accepted
but im not.
i wan frens
but noone wans me
no one likes me
srsly trying is so hard.

im mentally tired.
my legs and arms are aching frm my almost death experience and frm clam digging
they feel like lead. LOL
im so tired
i jus wana curl up in a ball
hide in a hole
wait to die

FTI <33333333333

2009-05-27T17:54:00.000-07:00

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Time: 3pm (1 Hour)
Venue: Dragonfly @ St James Powerstation
Ticket Price: SGD$100

Launch Day for Tickets
30th May 2009 (Saturday)@ IMM Atrium (near the Customer Service Counter)
From 3pm till 8pm
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ANYONE WANS SPONSOR MEEEEEEEEEE?

2009-05-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

DID YOU GET STING BY A SCORPION?

walau. dats the first thing JO said to me when he saw me in my braids tday. hmph.
wad nice fren he is =(
hahahs.
MY HAPPY BRAIDS. =( okay. they kinda all came undone so it wasnt really happi braids. but its okay im gona try again tml!
aft my happi braids came undone. i pulled my hair to one side =P

22 MAY.
RUGBY FINALS
ACJC VS. RIJC

lalala!
dat day was fun fun fun!
i witnesses 9 guys doing pullups tgt
and saw many many frens!
one of these frens included SAID =)
i nvr nvr nvr see him for like ages ages ages.
hahahs
happy 4PERSON 3P/4P photo hahas:

almost lover

2009-05-21T04:36:00.000-07:00

some things never change. no matter hard i try.
they remain the same. always dere sumwhere.
i noe they are always dere. popping out when i least expect it.
disappearing when i dun want them to.
its like a game of hide-and-seek
its jus dat its a game i noe i will nvr win.

i tired my hardest. being the one i thought would be enough.
i tried my best. juggling everything i have.
but in the end. they all jus came crashing down.
on me.

i hate those things you noe. but it seems like everyone wana try.
wana try to see me cry

push me to the pits when im already down. are you even a fren of mine?
or rather. do you even take me as a fren?

im sick of insecurities. im sick of stupid things dat i cant even understand sumtimes.
how they came about how to solve em i dun even noe.
i fear to even respond sumtimes. wad is wrong wif me?

why am i so useless without security?
without anyone i can rely on. im a gone case.
dere are times i dun even wana try u noe?
and i dun like ur sympathy but i need it.
like how pathetic is this mans? i dun like it but i need it.
without it i'll be alone.
alone.

with so many things swarming in my head i dun even noe how to act anymore
wad should i do? how should i be myself? why should i even bother?
am i still sane?
there are times i wana jus segregate myself from the rest of the world.
from all of u
how do i noe if any of u is true?
i dun
my useless puny brain doesnt allow me to tink at all.
i cant tell.
i really cant.

i keep having the idea dat death is near
my heart my diet, everything will bring death near
if i were to die its okay. no one will weep
its good to leave this place while everything is still on the balance beam
once everything comes crashing down.
i wldnt noe wad to do anymore.
i tink death is a solution.
NOT.
i wana die. i dun wana die.

i hate myself for being so coward.
i hate myself for being myself.
i hate myself for not being myself.

dere are so many qns i wana ask. but i cant. im jus not bold enough to.

BRAVE AND BOLD.
my foot

do ur like me?
am i ur fren?
if u like me? y dun u guys sit wif me?
do ur actually really hate me for being so slack?
do ur even take me as part of ur?
am i still ur sista?
hav u forgiven me yet?
are u pissed im not in contact wif u?
do u tink im flirting wif u?
srsly, do ur tink im flirting wif him?
am i a girl or boy to u?
do u trust me?
am i an annoyance?
do u secretly hate me?
hav u ever even see me as ur fren?
do u noe how much the things u said to me hurt me?
can i trust u?

can i change?
hav i done my best?
wads wrong wif me?
am a gd fren?
can i be a gd fren?
can i be a sista to ur?
will i do my best?
will i stop slacking?
will i stop being retarded?
will i stop doing stupid things?
will i die?

NETBALL NATIONAL MUSEUM

2009-05-17T06:39:00.000-07:00

15 MAY

left sch at 110 to go support netball YEA!
played bridge wif jiunyang quoc and okto on the bus =D
and happened to spot a shao snoozing at the back =p

WE WON RIJC yea!
if im nt wrong the score was 81 - 67
MUAHAHHA.
trotted to the mrt stat wif bryan shao yudao stephen aft dat and e took a damn long way sob.
and it was raining =(
hahas. ohwells
stomach was growling so went to KFC to makan wif shao and yudao
the fooo came to meet us dere.
started gossiping abt stuff LOLO.
nt really gossiping la but more like erm....
toking crap =P

zHAHAS. YUDAO'S FAB hairstyle =D
nsk nsk!

16 MAY

national museum trip.
musuem-ed till 5 and went lido to meet mcp to mug
mugged till ard 7 and went to meet bong for dinner =D
i did smth damn retarded hahas. okays nvm.
wanted to eat my HAPPIPU WANTAN MEE
but then too many pple so went to eat LJS!
after dat the bong made me trot wif him ALL THE WAY to suntec

ARCADE. UFO CATCHERS. BURN OUT.
reached home 1130 sleepy mans.
oh and ahaha. bong sent me all e way to fajar.
and by the time he reached jurong east mrt.
no more trains to pasir ris LIAOS.
OHOHOHO.

i suck

2009-05-14T09:16:00.000-07:00

everything is my fault.
ac life is like the best time in my life now.
but
its also one of the worst
i dunoe how this 2 things can occur at the same time
but they jus do

why throw upon me so many things i cant handle
or rather why cant i handle em?
i mean look at others
they can handle em perfectly fine
but me.
im practically the slackest person in the whole wide world
with the slackest subj combi
slackest cca
but im nt exactly aceing anything.
even worse
im lagging behind
way behind

relationships
why give me em
when i cant handle em
im trying to learn
but its so freaking hard
i suck
yea i suck
simple things like this
i cant handle
i cant manage anything
so why throw em all to me?

STRIP EM AWAY FROM ME WILL YOU?

stop lying to urself
stop lying to everyone
u will die if u hav noone
noone with you
i wan em, relationships
i wan em, my precious frens
i need to know
i need to learn
how to keep em
how to not neglect em
how to be a true fren

its cuz im this kinda person
i cant make things work
i cant handle things at all
i cant control wad i do
i cant do a single thing right
its cuz im tayhuiyi
i suck
im really sorry
if i ever hurt you
if i ever let you down
im really sorry
if i ever anger you
if u ever wasted ur time on me

but im trying.
trying to change
trying to be a fren

pls forgive me
forgive wad i've done
keep me as ur fren
and slap me if u can (lol)

1sa3 parliament house!

2009-05-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

13 MAY NE LEARNING JOURNEY
1SA3 TRIP TO PARLIAMENT HOUSE

clive the NE REP (heh) briefing us on the bus

glum glum jiunyang!
contrast wif smiling bryan behind him =p

WE ARE HERE!!!
dats QUOC HAHAS
aiyooo. so childish larh jiunyang and okto
GASP.
WAD IS JIUN YANG DOING AT THE PARLIAMENT HOUSE???
so neway we had security check and had to deposit our bags along wif our phones with em.
so then NO MORE PICS LIAO =(
hahas. after the whole learning journey, went home wif jiunyang.
we two blurheads din noe how to go home =(
so we trotted ard and explored the place and ended up here:

(SAM SAM SAM LOL)

HAHAS. we actually walked frm parliament hse to clarke quay mrt LOLS
took 190 home yea! and started drawing stuff on the bus hahas.
first and last row are drawn by jiunyang! tsk tsk so ugly! heh
mine is the sec row much preetier hahas.
i jus cant draw the clubs lol!
lalala! jiunyang drew a MUSHMUM LOL
AN EMO MUSHMUM!
CAMWHORE CAMWHORE.
cuz huihui got deprived frm camwhoring today due to the bad pple hu confiscated her handphone at the parliament house (sob)
sososo. jiunyang and huihui went to zps to camwhore LOL
sch was jus dismissed and
we looked like retards posing outside gate3 HAHAS

2009-05-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

why shld i be the one to make it work
i've gone thru many things u've nvr seen
actually frankly speaking
u hardly noe a thing
so much so dat i hurt
dat i wana be relieved

cuz u dunoe wad i've done for you.
maybe u nvr gave a damn
why shld i be like a retard hu tries so hard?

so i wana go back
go back to the beginning
where i was jus alone
where i was me myself and i
when life was much simpler
i could handle.

maybe time will pass and u'll realise
all the things piled up done for you.
but maybe it will be too late
maybe they will all drop dead

i wun be like this forever
i wana change somehow

so i wana go back
go back to the beginning
where i was jus alone
where i was me myself and i
when life was much simpler
i could handle.

MCP DAY OUT!

2009-05-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

1SA3 NAPFA 2.4KM!
hahas aft the run, e guys all spammed 100PLUS!

bryan, sebastian, jiunyang spamming 100plus and posing for a pic.
all except jiunyang.
ACTUALLY. i tink he was spamming booze. GASP
TADA E EVIDENCE!
after gulping down 5 CANS
HE KINDA DRUNK LIAOS.
*hmmms. wonder wad happened to him?*

NEWAY.
11 MAY --- MCP DAY OUT!

met fj kj at plaza for lunch and trotted to cine.
CAMWHORING AT PLAZA AND ON THE BUS!

KEEJIA SHOCK TIO FACE!
KBOX was DAMN DAMN FUN.
u throw 9 retards tgt.
add 2 rooms.
2 JUGS OF HONEY LEMON
5 BOWLS OF TIBITS
and u get...

DEAF.

loly. hahas. our singing was super AHMAZING!
trotted to heeren after kbox in search of smth to fill our tummy!

HEEEHEEE. XANOS!

HMMJIA O.o I CROWN (?) HIM THE BEST GUY FREN SINGER I EVER NOE!
KIAN SIANG AND A RETARDED DERRICK IN THE MIDDLE. HAHAS
IM TALLER THAN YOU KIAN SIANG!
MOP MOP MOP THE SHUAIGE
HAISPU. cuz all of us were broke hahas. we trotted to taka for PEPPER LUNCH!
JRK PIC.
WELL WIF A POSED XANOS AT THE BACKGROUND
KEEJIA BEING RETARDED LUHHH
HEEHEE. MOPMOPMOP EZLINK CARD! HAHAS
AND IT WAS ISSUED ON MUAH BDAE! =DDD

hahas playing games after dinner!

Took 190 home! YEA!
wad the bong are weishit and derrick doing on the bus?????

bridge

2009-05-12T06:25:00.000-07:00

i never knew i loved it this much until dat day =D

9MAY --- VESAK DAY
bongbong and me trotted down to SCBA @ bishan for the
VESAK DAY HOLIDAY GAME!

we had our 'weekly' wanton mee breakfast in townnn and then trotted down to bishan to meet benjamin hu brought us to SCBA! lalala~
the chairs and tables were awesomeness mans we shld hav dat in our room hahas.
and even the table mat (?) thingy was nice nice nice and OBVIOUSLY i HAD to sit at the SPADES side!

BYEBYE BIDDING PADS!
HELLOOO BIDDING CARDS!
i feel so imba throwing out the cards hahas.
maybe sumday i'll throw out 7NT immediately when i open hahas =D

WOWOWOWOW
it was totally my day larh!
even the boards are PINK PINK PINK!
MY UFO CATCHER ADDICTION

yea yea im super uber addicted to ufo catchers ever since erm 19april.
HAHAS.
noob huihui and bongbong first time play.
caught a PINK PENGUIN!

noob huihui and bongbong second time play.
lost alota MONEH!

noob huihui and bongbong third time play.
caught my much-lusted-over PINK STICH!

LIKE HOW AH-DORABLE ARE THEY LARH.
PINK PINK PINK!

2009-05-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

wadthebingbongbiang.

things change when u least expect em to.
things stay the same when u dun wan em to.
relationships are COMPLICATED mans.
they are so freaking hard to maintain!
i focus on some and neglect others.
i focus on others but neglect some.

so sry i noe i suck. i cant handle simple stuff like this.
but hui hui will try her best. until den, pls bear wif her for a little bit more kays?

WADTHEBINGBONGBIANG

wad is this im feeling?
something weird
something i cant explain
something i dun wana feel
isit my fault? isit urs?
frankly speaking i really dun noe.
all i noe is that im damn screwed.

WADTHEBINGBONGBIANG

I always need reassurances.
i always get insecurities.
i noe of the good. but sometimes, or rather, many a times, they jus slip my mind.
i get angry sad depressed happy high retarded
dats all the faces of me
whether real or not
even i dunoe

2009-04-28T05:31:00.000-07:00

I LOVE 1SA3 YEAYEA!
I LOVE THESE CHANGES DAT ARE HAPPENING/ GONA HAPPEN TO ME!

OHYA I GOT A NEW PHONE YEA BABEH KAMERA PHONE!
SO EXPECT PHOTOS SPAMMAGE.
LIKE I EVEN GOT A CAMWHORE BUDDY IN KLASS LIAO LA
AND DEN STARTING TML I'LL HAV UNLIMITED SMSES YEAYEA!
SO ITS TIME TO GET BACK ALL MY FRENS HAHAS
GONA SPAMM U GUYS LIKE SIAO HEEHEES.

2 DAY CAMWHORE MARATHON:

28APR TUESDAY 1SA3 PE LESSON

CLIVEY SWEATING LIKE SIAO IN HIS UNI O.o
everyone EXERCISED HARD...

LV MU LIKES TO STICK OUT HIS TONGUE AHAHA

CLIVEY WAVING!

why does shao look like a taitai?

MONDAY 1SA3 PW LESSON AT COMP LAB

HEEHEES.
HERES INTRODUCING...
MY FELLOW 1SA3 CAMWHORE........
*drum roll plss*

TADA......... JIUN YANG!!!

jiun yang's PW grp photo hahas

OHOHOHO
kumar!
heh me and BELLAAA
bella is shy thus he is covering his face!
zuo hui!

DUO TOU AND MEEE
OG-AH PUI! HEHE
WENHUI!

LOLPO
HAHAS XIAO JUN/ XIAO KE AI/ STEPHEN HAHAS
OG- AH-TINO. HAHAS HE LOOKS SO SAD!
OG-BRIAN BRIAN BRIAN
LOOK HERE BRIAN!

HAHAS WE THE PE SLACKERS PLEDGE TO SLACK FRM PE LESSON AS MUCH AS WE CAN:

-ME
-YU DAO
-SHAO
AWWW YU DAO'S FACE HAHAS

PE SLACKERS UNITE!
SHAREEN!
HEEHEE STEPHEN!
ZHOU YAN!
NISAAAA!
BONGBONG HAHAS
YEE HUI! GSC FREN FREN FREN!
!SHAREEN!
AHAHHA NICK TAN AND HIS TOO SHORT HAIR!
KLASS REP WOOTS WOOTS PLUS SC CANDIDATE WOOTS WOOTS
RAY RAY RAY

CHERYLYN!YU DAOOO
JINGYI!
OKTO! DUO TOU THE CUTEY!
LV MU! HU ZI NAN!

HEEHEES RETARDED JO AT E BACK!
JIUN YANG WIF QUOC AND A SMALL CLIVEY AT E BACKGRD HAHAS
CLIVEY AWWWWWWWWW
BRYAN
PART OF SHAO HAHAS
QUOC
SHAOOOOO
AYE AYE CAPTAIN!
jonathan THE RETARD!
heehee whirly jiun yang!
PETER looks so cute ahahas!

me and kumar wif and without specs! HAHAS
*** I LOOKS EXACTLY THE SAME!! O.O
sun damn strong arr
PETER AND MEEEE! yeayea!
bella playing peek-a-boo!!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST:

HEEHEES

ahahahs i realised i look e same in all e pics hahas
omg i haven blogged for ages ages.
suo wei a pic is worth a thousand words
see how MANY pics i hav here!
hehee i bet got billions of words liaos LOL

march hols

2009-03-13T05:00:00.001-07:00

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
all this has to change next term if not im dead.
deader than dead.
zzzpo

on the other hand, ITS MARCH HOLS! yeayea!
loads of play
loads of fun
heeheehee.
SLEEPOVER SLEEPOVER SLEEPOVER
KBOX KBOX KBOX
BRIDGE BRIDGE BRIDGE
MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE
LAN LAN LAN
=D =D =D

I WAN A BLUE NOSE FREN

2009-03-07T20:42:00.000-08:00

I WAN A BLUE NOSE FREN
I WAN A BLUE NOSE FREN
I WAN A BLUE NOSE FREN
I WAN A BLUE NOSE FREN
I WAN A BLUE NOSE FREN

http://mybluenosefriends.com/

I WAN BINKY THE BLUE NOSE FREN!
HAHAHAHAS.

I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
I LOVE EVERYTHING ARD ME.
I LOVE EVERYONE ARD ME.

<33 bongbong
<33 funjuin
<33 bella aka qing-er
<33 circlet of 4
<33 sc gals!
<33 6pers!
<33 acsians!

MISSES SC GALS RIGHT NOW.
ESP
BIRU KELL JEAN MICHELLE MINYI VAN JIAHUI

end of story

2009-03-05T04:45:00.001-08:00

I HEART BONGBONG

-end of story

I DROPPED PHYSICS

2009-03-04T16:28:00.001-08:00

MUAHAHAHA
I DROPPED PHYSICS
HUIYI IS A 12 10 creds girl now =DDD
heehees.
frm 20 free periods, i now hav 35 free periods hahahs
dat is simply AWESOME =DDD

my timetable is so much less scary!
esp today!
i hav 3hr 40mins of break time and i end at 310 like wth! hahas
IM SO FREE
like now! i hav 7 conseq breaks now =DDD
im super happy!

BYEBYE PHYSICS =DDD

emoness

2009-03-04T05:23:00.000-08:00

IM GONA DROP PHYSICS HAHAS
so... in like less than 24hrs time i'll be the 12 creds gal no more =(
i'll be 10 creds. wells sounds damn sad =(
but heck la. i really cant stand phy.
cant stand the subj. cant stand the tcher.

i hate acting.
every single thing i do is an act
i hate lying.
every single thing i say is a lie.

wad is wrong wif my fcuking screwed up life?

PICS

2009-03-01T05:05:00.001-08:00

i noe i noe i noe
i noe im supp to SPAM PICS but heck =DD
neway CONGRATS BELLA!!!

and and yes i will reach 500pics wif the help of BELLA
by the end of the year
ITS A PROMISE!! =DDD

bella owes me a treat a treat a treat hahas
im being super random and jus dumping everything i can rmb on my blog =p
I HEART WALKING
HEEHEE
i wana go lan lan lan
left4dead. i WANA PLAY =(((
baika and brian and tino nvr jio me wth! hahas
I HEART GOSSIPS HEHE
I HEART CIRCLET OF 4
i dun wana be emooo anymore
NO ONE SHLD BE
not me not bella not baika
HAHAS.
WE ARE HAPPY PPLE.

x country

2009-02-25T06:44:00.001-08:00

AC XCOUNTRY TODAY
was manpower so i did time keeping HAHAS
im super tired so im nt gona blog alot. PICS SPAM SOON. =D
tink im gona slp at 2 today. i hav so much hw.
TODAY GOT NICE RAINBOW.
I HEART RAINBOW.
im like toking crap right now.

together time is very little
almost non-existent.
why is dat so?

life

2009-02-24T04:26:00.000-08:00

I AM HAPPY
I APPEAR TO BE HAPPY
I APPEAR TO BE HAPPY TO HIDE THINGS
I APPEAR TO BE HAPPY TO HIDE THINGS THAT I CANT TELL ANYONE

zzzpo. i noe my life now is like super GOOD! I LOVE 1SA3 everyone is nice and frenly!
i love circlet of 4! sam melvin fj. yea u guys rawk.
EPEE yea yea I LOVE MY OG! i have super cool og mates hahas
I NOE I WUN 4GET LIFE IN ACJC EVER.
THE HAPPY LIFE I HAV.

but.
its cuz im too happy i guess, when i emo. its really bad. like REALLY.
smiling the whole day, putting on a front when actually im tinking abt things, considering things, reflecting over things, its hard u noe.
i hate myself for feeling dat.
for feeling how i felt when i see that.

i shld be happier
but im not
i shld like myself
but i dun

pls let things clear up and this feelings
go AWAYY.

ENFJ

2009-02-22T03:32:00.000-08:00

I AM ENGAGED LOLO! =D
HAHAHS

friday we did this personality test thang and wasted 2hrs+ of my life haispo.
i am ENFJ

"altruistic, easily hurt, religious, neat, content, positive, affectionate, image conscious..."

dat is SO me hahas except for the religious part LOL

"Rated by psychologists among 2 types least likely to have trouble in school. "

ARE U KIDDING ME?

NEWAY PPLE!
DUN WISH UPON A KEEJIA SATR OKAYS!
WISH UPON A HUIYI STAR!

i wana drop physics i wana drop physics =(
am i supp to care or wad?

scgs

2009-02-21T03:32:00.000-08:00

I LOVE SC!
I MISS THE SMALL FIELD,

THE DRAWINGS ON MY DESKS...

THE ONE THING I MISS MOST ABT SC IS THE...
NICE CLEAN TOILET HAHAHAS

ME-VAN-FJ-KJ

VAN-FJ-ME-KJ =D

ME AND KJ

IM WEARING HC BADGE!!!

AND KJ WEARING AC BADGE HAHAS

i am frm hc hahaha

DERES 2 RETARDS IN THE BACKGRD =)

VAN IS STONE MANS STONE!

THE NOTICEBOARD I USED TO STARE AT MY REFLECTION WITH EVERYTIME I PASS BY IT =D

went bak sc on wed=)

saw weishit, derrick on thur =D

WEISHIT SHLD CUT OFF HIS LONG EYELASHES!

went 'mugging' wif sam today =D

sam! our nex mugging session will be more productive i promise u! hahahs

valentines day was spent:

-movie

-arcade

-BEN AND JERRY!

-BRIDGING LOL

texas hold em'!

I WON WON WON WON WON =D

SMERY TOFUUU =D

busy mans

2009-02-16T02:57:00.001-08:00

I'VE BEEN BUSY BUSY BUSY
dats y i haven been blogging
LOL
okay dat was only 60% true
i dun really wana blog hahas no mood

deres alot to blog abt but hahas im too lazy =p
BUT
end of story is dat
IM LOVING AC =D

KEEJIA : I shall go wish upon a star too
but deres only SG stars for me =(

I CANT WAIT FOR THUR!
GONA MEET UP WIF MY SISTAS AND AH TAN =D
i loVe my frens =D

HEARTS HEARTS HEARTS

orientation day2

2009-02-03T05:28:00.000-08:00

DAY 2

I AM LOVING AC ORIENTATION =D

today we played wif shaving cream and mud =D
first we played wif shaving cream and those hu kena, smeared it on samuel and kian seng hu both timely disappeared at the start of the game
wells and deres pai ka ervin =D
muahaha
smear smear smear on his hair
i styled his hair
it harden and his hair started dropping muahaha
=D

den its was rolling and crawling in the mud
and den again smear and hug and slap each other
hahas
ogl madelene smeared mud on my face and
ogl zhihao had to join in the fun =.=
he went like "hey deres smth under ur eye"
and obv i knew he was faking it so i was screaming NONONO
but he smeared neway
and hehe
he kena smeared back by me and slapped on the butt and almost a jab in the front of his pants =D dun u dare mess wif me mans hahas

I LOVE CRUSADERS
MY OGLS
MY OG
AND ACJC =D

acjc orientation day1

2009-02-02T04:56:00.000-08:00

DAY 1

wells. i guess its NOT BAD =D
neway i heard ac orientation is like one of the best!

CRU...CRU...CRUSADERSSS!
EPEE EPEE EPEE =D

i kinda love my og hahas
yeayea and my oglsss
so deres 6 guys 8 gals in my og
and deres like tis sad pai ka guy so he cant participate in games hahas
and yess I MADE FRENS HAHAS
hurray for huiyii
and i can rmb everyone's names hahas

deres mass dance and im super sad okay. i cant freaking rmb the steps! ohmans.
my guy pard is not bad i guess. apparently his first choice was nj too hahas
we are the nj rejects =(
haispo the only sad thing is like my og gals are all angmoh pai
i cant speak my norm to em.
the only pple i can speak my norm to are like the guyss
sooooo. 12hrs i din say WA LAU! its a record or smth =D

our grp kept losing mans and kept doing forfeit!
first was twister and forfeit was rolling in water and starch =D
den butt slides and forfeit was rolling in water and soap

i saw so many pple today its kinda like a reunion!

frm my class: me, joan, cheryl.toi, minh hang, wenhui
zps: me, fj, yijie, banana, junyang

ohoh and the head boy looks like my bro wahahahs.
and its his bday today loly. okay i tink im gona luv AC!
(provided me can find sum cheena pple!)
oh and deres chapel every monday and our anthems, we dun sing it wif the music
the choir leads us hahas

AND DEMERIT PT FOR GAMBLING IS 6-12 GAH =[]

sch starting tml =(

2009-02-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

OKAYS
so
CRUSADERS UNITE!
hahas

me joan kellie nicola
WE ARE ALL IN THE SAME CLAN YEA BABY
hahas

i so dun wana start sch tml
esp since deres orientation
okays jus becuz my ogl seemed rather nice i shld try to be enthu tml =D
okay huiyi is gona jump around ac tml =.=

but then.. how to be enthu when the ac uni is like errr...
srsly EEYUR
hahas the XS skirt reaches to below my knees like wth

ohwells. I AM LOOKING 4WARD TO TML
I AM ATTEMPTING TO LOOK 4WARD TO TML
I AM ENTHU ABT ORIENTATION =D

acjc

2009-01-31T18:27:00.000-08:00

so...
in the end i got ac

at least im dere wif fj, cousin, joan, banana...
i noe i shldnt judge a book by its cover, in this case, a sch by its rules
BUT ITS HARD NOT TO.
i mean wad kind of shit rules are these?

-Students who have 5% or more absenteeism may be barred from sitting for the year end examinations or asked to leave the college.

-No student is allowed to:
.enter stores, laboratories, workrooms, staffrooms, the Teachers’ Lounge or the office of the Heads of Department.
.sit on desks or railings and ledges;
.use music players/handphone/camera during lessons.
you mean to say u r scared we'll fall to our death or smth dats y we cant sit on desks??

-No card games are allowed in the college.
wth?? nvm, i'll jus play outside the gates =D

HAISPO

CNY

2009-01-28T17:53:00.000-08:00

cny was spent
-getting angbaos
-gambling
-makaning
-watching DA XI SHI
-wearing slutty dresses
-counting angbao $$ =P

i hav had enugh of slutty dresses so next yr im gona wear guys clothes to BAI NIAN =D
i am so gona do dat.
neway, apparently MONKEYS this year have got HEN CAI
so gamble confirm win $$
basically me and my other monkey cousin sat next to each other during blackjack and kept winning =D

yesterday

van me joan kell (our sci lab desk)
went KBOX =D
and then ARCADE =D
super high

and den went airport to send biru off
well... i was super high throughout like i kept singing "OH HAPPY DAY, OH HAPPY NITE.."
hahas. it din even feel like we were dere to send her off
well i guess when she went thru the gates(?)
ya lah den felt abit sad
but aft dat i cont singing OH HAPPY DAY =D
hahas.
SEE YOU AH CHUA IN JULY/AUGUST
hahas maybe she'll come back during me and mic's bdae period hahas =D

nobody on mrt at 8pm =O

bye biru

2009-01-28T05:38:00.001-08:00

BYE BIRU =(

KBOX 22JAN

2009-01-22T20:26:00.000-08:00

ME FJ KJ VAN WENT KBOX YTD =D
opps caps
hahas.
i tink its gona be my last kbox for a long long long
long long long long long long
time =(

pls let me have frens in nj hu ks
i mean. pls let me hav frens in nj =.=

haispo. but ytd was one heck of a load of fun (?)
ahh my angmoh is sucking majorly now.
pls let me fit into nj even tho the pple dere their muggy mastery is like at least 90%
and mine is like wad nt even 10% =.=
(my slacky mastery is 100% tho =p)

ohmans. well at least ytd's last kbox was truck loads of fun and highness =D
I WAS JUMPING ARD EVERYWHERE ok nt realli la
I LOVE MY K-BUDDIES =D
where am i gona find k buddies like ur in nj =(((((
im gona miss em loads and loads

aft dat me and fj went to get pencil boxes and sch stuff
wahahah. aft buying all those stuff i am now very excited and cant wait for sch to start even tho its gona be nj~
well heehee im gona chain my fir dogtag on my schbag and van shall do dat too
we shall form the fir gang and if we meet at the hc busstop we can be... lame lol
aiya dunoe how to continue the sentence. =.=

deres sum unknown guy at the back =p

STUFF I BOT FOR SCH:
-3 PAIRS OF UNIDENTICAL EARRINGS
- PENCIL CASE
-PREORDERED A BAG DATS COMING LIKE MIDFEB
- PLANNER
-WALLET
-ARE MY EYELASHES CONSIDERED?
(speaking of my eyelash extensions, its really damn hard to clean out the eyeshit damn.)
-RING
-CHAINS
-COLOURFUL HAIRTIESSS
-HAIRBAND

STUFF LEFT TO BUY:
-ANOTHER BAG
-SNEAKERS
-COLOURFUL SHOELACES
(dawn says i can wear the colour laces wif my sneakers unitl i get caught loly)
-PREEEDY SOCKS?

MAPLE

2009-01-20T18:32:00.000-08:00

me as xcraziegalx
van as pixxieduzt

ONE FINE DAY IN SHANGHAI...
I got bored hunting and decided to be naughty.
blame it on van herself dat she happened to appear infront of me =)
i decided that backstabbing pple were no longer in style
BACK SHOOTING pple were the IN thing now
and i so aimed...

and SHOT
well lets jus say van got rather pissed off at me
and she brought me to the cop =((
HOWEVER (hehehe)
i happened to noe the cop REALLY well =p
and so she told van she couldnt do anything =D

okays, by now i felt really bad, so i decided to make peace =D
i went to HAPPYVILLE and bot her souvenirs dat spelled out her name
SEE IM SUPER NICE
LOOK WE ARE FRENS AGAIN!
at least to me it appeared so.
BUT ALAS van is actually rather scheming (GAH)
LOOK AT HER FAKE SMILE =[]

van brought me to happyville and said she wanted to buy me stuff too =)
so being the ever gullible me, i followed her
BUT! she gave me a potion and forced me to drink it
AND I TURNED INTO...
A BALL OF FLUFF =.=
LOOK AT HOW HAPPY THAT VAN IS
(GRRR)
NOT ONLY DID SHE TURN ME INTO A BALL OF FLUFF (neway i look damn cute)
SHE ALSO BRAINWASHED ME INTO TINKING IM NOT A HUMAN BUT REALLY A BALL OF FLUFF =(

see how i obediently answered when she called me?
GAH.

OUTINGS

2009-01-20T18:20:00.000-08:00

OKAYS YTD 10 OF US MARCHED ACROSS ORCHARD ROAD
hahahs
me fj kj sibb
jos ben kiwi hmmjia weishit zhanlun
it was quite erm fun =.=
oh oh and im so happy cuz...

#1 I FINALLY DID MY ...
#2 I FOUND A HOPEFULLY FELLOW NJ SCHMATE hahas KIWI!!
#3 YTD I HAD NO BAOFU AT ALL =P
#4 POST HIGH SUGAR CONTENT AFTER EATING 3 CAKES??
#5 YTD WAS LIKE A POST SENTOSA OUTING =)

ME AND KJ WERE SINGING ON THE ROAD =.=

i tink dats the back of weishit hahahs
super cute perfume bottles!
afterdat we went WARAKU to makan and we told the guy 10 person and he was like erm wait arr
den we saw him pushing the tables tgt heehee =)
well apparently kiwi said im not a girl
which was quite spot-on since im more like a guy in girl skin
hehe
soso nex time i shall dress like a guy and blend in LOL
I WANA GO SPADES AND BUY THE GUY TEE
WAHAHAH
reached home at like 9plus and was uber tired =.=

SO monday we had a BBQ BDAE PARTAY FOR JOANA DN DENYSE =D
our chickenwings were like uncooked despite em being chao ta
the nicest food dere was like SATAY =.=

loly chuabiru =.=

BRO AND GRANDMA BDAE =)

2009-01-20T18:15:00.000-08:00

okays so 18jan was my bro's and grandma's bdae
bro is 21 and grandma 73 =)
THERE WAS ALOTA FOOOD
i tink i ate like 3 days worth of food okay
and the cakes were uber uber uber awesome =D

sexist

2009-01-20T18:11:00.000-08:00

i hate sexist pple
actually i cant use such a strong word cuz they are of family
so
i dislike sexist pple

wad isit dat guys can do but girls cant?
why isit dat guys are more favoured than girls
why isit dat im doomed to live forever in my bro's shadow

wth

happy bdae =)

2009-01-18T04:24:00.000-08:00

awwws.
i am so freaking tired and i jus reached home like noww
so neway its my grandma's and bro's BDAE today
and well my grandma is 73 and bro 21 HEH

OKAY PICS NEXT TIME =D
im gona be soo busy next wk!! haispo
gona lack sleep and maple hahahs
oh wells. earning $$ is soo hard.
speaking of $$, rmbed how i said i attempted to read the econs textbk.
well i read 10pgs on the first day, 5 pgs ytd
and because im so effing tired today i tink i'll nt read it hahahs
OKAY 3 MINUTES HOTNESS (translate dat into chi =p)

SHOPPING WIF PARDNER!

2009-01-16T21:06:00.000-08:00

Im so happi =)
i went shopping ytd wif PARDNER and bot many many stuff for sch!
im actually excited abt going jc (nj prob)
i bot
EARRINGS
RING
MY FAB NEW WALLET
RAINBOW COLOURED HAIRBANDS =D

hahahs
shopping makes huiyi a happy girl =)
but aww pardner flying bak on sunday =(

in my attempt to prepare myself for jc mug-ness
i went to kope this econs textbk frm my bro =D
(well actually i jus ahd nth to do at home)
AND LIKE WAD THE SHIT!
the textbk is sooo freaking wordy mans.

our sec sch textbks the ratio of words to pics is like prob 2:1 or so
but econs textbk its like 100:1
LOLY
its super sleep inducing =)

IRRITATED

2009-01-16T03:35:00.001-08:00

I AM FUCKING IRRITATED NOW

I CANT STAND SUM PPLE RIGHT NOW

LIKE WAD THE FUCK

WHY AM I EXPECTED TO DO EVERY SINGLE SHIT
CANT U AT LEAST HELP
U TINK I HAV SO MUCH TIME?
SO MUCH SMSES?

FOR UR INFO I DO NOT
U NOE WAD IF UR NOT GONA CARE
IM NOT EITHER
I DUN MIND BREAKING CONTACT FRM ALL U PPLE

AFTERALL IM GOING NJ
IM GONA FUCKING BECOME A MUGGER AND A LONER
IM NOT GONA HAV A FREAKING LIFE ANYMORE

today today

2009-01-14T19:06:00.000-08:00

today is the day!
hahas. time to submit sch choices =( even tho i alr kinda noe i'll put nj but the finality of it makes it so hard. like i dunoe i feel stressed =O
why isnt dere anyone else going nj wif me =(
oh but i found out my cousin is putting nj as first choice too! i hope he can get in! pls pls pls let him get in!
wad i wan to happen:
#1 everyone goes ac, end up lotsa slots in nj, and both me and my cousin gets in nj! =D
#2 everyone goes nj, end up no slots in nj, both me and my cousin go ac! =D

hahas. my mum told me to put my choices as the follow:
1. NJC
2. NJC
3. NJC
4. NJC
5. NJC

.
.
.
.

12. NJC

LOLY! she says it shows em how much i realli wana go njc so they'll def let me get in loly
scarly end up i get posted to ite =.=

neway i went nj ytd.
wif sc gals and one josias =.=
dawn came to show us ard =D ty dawn! i dunoe but i jus dun like the campus.
apparently, even if u dunoe how to mug, once u get into nj, u get transformed into a mugger =(
oh wells. at least i get to learn a new skill(?) rite =D
well and at least since nj uni is
#1 WATERPROOF
so i wun get drenched when i walk in the rain, which i always do
#2 FIREPROOF
i prob can be able to escape in a fire (choi)
im ever the positive girl lol

IM GONA STUDY HARD. FREAKING HARD.
IM GONA GET INTO SMU
IM GONA SHOW MY BRO I CAN GO SAME SCH AS HIM
IM GONA GO SMU WIF MY BRO
HAHAHS TAKE SAME BUS =D

loly. well dats provided dat the course i wana tak in uni is in smu larh.

so neway afer nj, i went marina sq wif jean, mic, joan, kell, van, biru
BOWLING
WAS
DAMN
FUN
!
HAHAS i haven bowled in like so many years, ever since plaza's one closed down =(
i broke my nail =(
but its was fun anyway totally worth my nail breaking =.=

haven colour-coded my posts in a long time! =D
me has kena-ed insomnia

facebook

2009-01-13T16:35:00.000-08:00

hahas im like hooked on facebook quizzes now mans.
CALL ME SANYU =D

haispo
choosing sch is so freaking hard
jus as jean said
'this is more stressing than o's (mans)'
ahhh

NEWAY IM GOIN BOWLING TODAY
its gona take my mind off things =D

YAHOOO

2009-01-12T16:26:00.000-08:00

WHOOOHOOOOO

i am going jc jc jc jc jc jc jc!
lolness
and and and
I FREAKING WON MY BIGASS BRO
wahahahas

ohmans ytd was hell of a scary/freaky day
i was quite certain im gona end up getting like 10plus pts
wad wif the dream of me getting 15 pts and all
haispo

BUT its not so!
hahas
freaky much

ohs and i had this bro-to-sis talk wif my bro last nite
damn farni
i tink its our first sibling serious talk
abt wad stream to go and wad subj to take
shit. i dun wana end up taking computing! hahahs

NJC vs. ACJC
WAD TO DO????????
for myself? or for frens?

tml

2009-01-10T19:54:00.000-08:00

haispooo

mum: I WANT U TO GO JC
dad: neutral...
bro: U BETTER GET INTO A JC

wth wth wth

since it was I hu sat for the exams
so it shall be I hus will bear the responsibility

hahas i sound damn grownup =p

im nt falling sick nt nt nt
neway actually im kinda looking 4ward to tml
nt the results part la
but the seeing frens and tchers again part
even tho there are few tchers dat i'll prefer nt to see
i hope shes nt the one giving me my result slip tml!

are we suppsoed to wear uni tml??
i kinda threw away my uni heh =D

poly

2009-01-10T03:20:00.000-08:00

i tink going to sentosa is like a health hazard to me =(
i always end up wif sore throat the nex day damn.
I BETTER NOT BE HALF-DYING ON 12JAN

sentosa day was spent shit daidi-ing and bridging and delifrance-ing and ben&jerrying and walking on the sand-ing and finding dif spots to play at-ing

ohwells. its a mystery why i even ended up wif sore throat today.
i din even scream 1/4 as much as i did when i went last mth.
wells i guess its jus as much a mystery as why i din lose my voice last mth

SENTOSA AND KBOX = SIBEH HEALTH HAZARD

neway! me fj and van went ngeeann open hse today!
FREAKING HUGE OKAY
deres so many courses im interested in!

-Advertising & Public Relations
-Banking & Financial services
- Child psy and early edu
- chinese media and communication
-chinese studies
- clean energy management
- environment and water tech
-mass comm
-optometry
-tourism and management

DAMN IT GOT 10 COURSES TO CHOOSE FRM HOW???
so so so
PLS LET ME GET INTO A GD JC SO I WUN HAV TO WRECK MY NON-EXISTENT BRAIN OVER WAD COURSE TO TAKE =P

I AM NOT AHLIAN
i am but a placeless gal =D (hus taking her results on 12jan =[] )

poly or jc

2009-01-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

12 JAN
12 JAN
12 JAN

JC VS. POLY

frankly speaking if i go poly got more benefits heh =D

eg. #1 DYE MY FREAKING HAIR
#2 I've alr kinda decided wad course to take and CAN EARN ALOTA $ DE =D

hahas. JC JC JC POLY POLY POLY
i guess it depends on how much i screwed up o's =(

neway i tink the best place to go after getting results is KBOX HAHAS
case1 : damn depressed so go kbox scream and jump and vent lol
case2: damn HAPPY so go kbox SING DAO SIAO

hahas =)
going sentosa AGAIN!
THE LAST WEEKEND B4 GETTING BAK RESULTS
NICE HAPPY MEMORIES KABLA~

bugis =D

2009-01-07T02:05:00.000-08:00

i finally get how it feels like to be a sch-less girl =D
hehes
laughing at juniors wearing their unis
muahahahaha
ALAS
monday = damnation

went bugis wif jiamin today
and its e first time bugis is so EMPTY =D
met jean at busstop hahas
so many pple going bugis!

<33 6pers!
I WANA GO KBOX NOWWW

老天愛笨小孩
I AM LUVED MUAHAHA

van is a pig =D

2009-01-05T23:53:00.000-08:00

i dun get why sum pple wans to be a pig so much heh =D

haispo van arr

ur self portrait nt bad leh! =D

sumore got proof of authenticity leh van's singature

muahaha

HAISPO

2009-01-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

fever
flu
sore throat
cold
cough
waking up every 2hrs
MEDICINE

BYEBYE =D

after slping away at home for 4-5 days i finally got to see LIGHT today
i finally went out and wif FRENS
how i missed the BUS =(

new year eve was spent coughing my lungs out =.=
lungs lol

HAISPO.

2009 LE

WHYWHYWHY
today (muahaha) many went to sch
not me
i ponned sch =p
while i gloated and laughed at em
ahhhhhh cant help but feel like IM FREAKING OLD
SEVENTEEN
DAMN.

damn damn damn
I CANT EVEN GO TO SCH NOW!!!!!
HAISPO

-i wana be like those pple hu hole up in the arcade all day long and go home only when then sun goes down =D
hais i forever has lian-blood DAMN.

throat infection

2008-12-27T23:35:00.001-08:00

hasipo kena throat infection

coffee bean

2008-12-24T02:10:00.000-08:00

SANTA CLAUS I WAN THIS =D

preedy pink babe =D hahas

ohhs so neway in order not to spend my 16th xmas eve alone (heh)
me jean ahtan went to visit JOAN at coffeebean hahas
AND SHE WAS WEARING THIS:

though nt as furry but wadv smth similar to this hehes.
pple! go drink joan's choc icxe blended nt bad nt bad at all
at least we din skena poisoning or nething

SENTOSA

2008-12-14T00:09:00.001-08:00

9DEC SENTOSA 2 DAY 1 NITE

off we go to see the:

OUR HOTEL LOOKS DAMN PREEDY BUT WE WERE ISOLATED FRM THE OTHER RMS AND THUS HAD TO WALK THRU THE LONG LONG LONG CORRIDOR =(

OUR HOTEL! HEH DID I MENTION WE WERE OPP THE MERLION AND THUS OUR RM GOT A SIBEH NICE FULL VIEW OF THE MERLION ROARRR

byebye bus!

off we went to explore!

PALAWAN BEACH =D

is dat a tombolo or a spit??

AH CHEONG AH CHUA AH TAN WHERE ARE U GUYS???

are we going up dere? =D

YES WE ARE! =D

bridge frm the top view =D

EHH we din make this but we sure did DESTROY it MUAHAHA

washing our sandy feet!

PALAWAN =D

wheels on the bus go ROUND AND ROUND~

peaaaacock!!

cococococnut treeee!

mighty squirrel on da run =D

raintree pictures

MERLION KENA CUT OFF =(

MERLION!

hiding behind the ...

SOFAAAA!!

this is the only pic of all 4 of us! HAHAAS

long long corridor again!

back to the hotel rm! and our silly games!

HUHUHU I WON THIS GAME!

TRUTH OR DARE

AND

MORE TRUTH OR DARE =D

NIGHT TIME MERLION EVEN MORE PREEDY
SKYRIDE WAS AHMAZING! FIREWORKS!

THROWING WATER BOMBS IN THE NIGHT SHHH!!

SINGING AT THE TOP OF OUR LUNGS!!

LINKING ARMS AND SINGING EVERY SONG WE COULD TINK OF WHICH INCULDED...

OUR SCH SONG! HAHAS

DOING SC PROUD WHILE SIAO-ING! TRUST US TO DO DAT!

OUR CAKE! HAHAS SWEET SIXTEEN FOR ALL OF US???

SLEPT AT 3AM OR SO =D

NEXT MORN SIBYL AND FJ LEFT EARLY AND SO ME AND KJ WENT FOR THE BUFFET BREAKFAST WHICH SUCKED =(

strolled to 7eleven for cup noodles!

went to the nobdy-dere-only-got-birds de beach hahas

heehee wad is she doing??

the tide is coming in!!

10 DEC

BACK FRM SENTOSA AND RUSH TO KBOX!

hahas met kell and joan at cine for lunch and saw chris!

while waiting for van went arcade and IT WAS FUN lol

KBOX TIME =D

ehehe

i cant believe van got me the black FIR tee omg xiexieni! =D

(*flash back to 080808*

we pooled all our $$ tgt and could only afford the white tees =(

hahas)

okay neway KBOX WAS SO HIGH

well sentosa was MUCH MORE HIGH and it was like FREE KBOX!

but wadv

I LUV HIGHING WIF MY FRENS =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

neway it was as if everyone went cine dat day hahas

me kj chris yueli josias hmmjia LOL

so many pple!

so anyway went kobayashi for dinner wif kj joan josias and hmmjia

damn tired can

i tink i conked at 930pm!

9DEC 10DEC

THE CRAZIEST-HIGHEST 2 DAYS OF MY LIFE =D

bball

2008-12-08T15:54:00.000-08:00

sat- played bball wif funjuin jingwei and his fren timo(?)
i sucked so much i dun even noe where to begin telling the story =P
after dat went to watch NC16 =DDDDDD QUARANTINE
hahas bloody gruesome gross movie
halfway thru the movie i glanced to my left and saw timo throwing popcorn =.=
neway the ending of the movie was like damn dumb (me and timo predicted the ending =p)

going sentosaaaaa todayyyyy =D YAY
sentosa wif my gurl frenssss =DDDDD
GURLS DAY OUT =.=
hahas
2 day 1 nite sentosa stay YAY

wild child

2008-12-04T16:24:00.000-08:00

went out wif kell minyi mic and van to watch wildchild =D
super nice movie!!
super stupid rain
hahas got drenched like 3 times!
i tink siao-ing on the bus is fun

neway!
I LOVE MY ARSEHOLE JEANS GANG! <333

GUITAR =D

2008-12-02T18:55:00.001-08:00

I WANA BE LIKE HIM!!!!!!!

slack

2008-11-28T02:13:00.001-08:00

i wana sleep my life awayy

guitar madness

2008-11-27T03:12:00.001-08:00

I WANT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

genting

2008-11-25T18:10:00.000-08:00

CORKSCREW =D MUAHAHA
i hav completely became INDEPENDENT
cuz
i sat on all the roller coasters
ALONE =D =D =D yea including corkscrew =D

neway i aim to go to all those countries/places wif nice casinos
cuz
the souvenir shops are sure to sell stuff related to spades and gambling =D
= me luv it hahas

the white LION is a preeedy thang!!

kbox

2008-11-21T18:50:00.000-08:00

KBOX KBOX KBOX
=D =D =D

hahas WE WERE LAMEEEEEEE

5566 F4 FAHRENHEIT =.=
those were the daysssss

DIAMANTES DIAMANTES DIAMANTES

PINK EXTENSION
ME AND KJ GOT PINK PINK PINK HAIR
well im gona change color later =D

DAYS

2008-11-18T19:24:00.000-08:00

sumtimes i dun understand sum pple
y they wana do certain things? i dun get it
even tho it makes me mad. its not rite to get angry at her
i cant show it.
its hard to put on a fake front

IM GOING KBOX TML!
WATCH OUT SOFA UR GONA GET LOTSA HOLES
TIME TO LET IT ALL OUT!

okay so the past few days had been HECTIC =.=
slpover was okay
BRIDGE
HEARTS
DAIDI
MAHJONG =D

I LOVE HUAS! SEE MY LONG STRING OF HUASSSSS

LOGNER STRING OF HUAAAAAAAAASSS

ah chua total ownage mans!!!

her luck comes when the sun is up

and mine kinda comes when the sun is gone =D

MY NIGHT TIME OWNAGE!!!

HEEHEE AH TAN'S CHIPS

AH CHUA'S CHIPS

OPPS BLURRR AH CHEONG'S CHIPS

AND BEHOLD!!!
MINE CHIPS~~

me luv gambling slpovers =D

bday partay was fun

high sch musical 3 was nice =D

DFS SHOPPING WAS FABULOUS =D except for the sore feet part =p

ME AND KJ WENT DFS hahas we were such nice students mans, depsite our DAMN SORE FEET we continued to walk around to find prezzie for our LAOSHI =D chanel lipstick babeh!

sigh

2008-11-16T19:45:00.001-08:00

~~Sometimes its hard being the nice guy~~

it ALWAYS is hard being the nice guy

GRADUATION

2008-11-14T04:34:00.000-08:00

I'VE GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!

I tot this day wld nvr come! hahas but yea i'll miss SC =D
i din cry today and i wun cry on the day we get back our results
cuz the result slip is jus a piece of paper

SUCCESS ISNT THE END
AND FAILURE ISNT FATAL

muahaha after 3 speeches today, i am so enlightened.
BYE O'S BYE SC =D

O'S OVER

2008-11-13T03:00:00.000-08:00

O's IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TIME TO GAMBLE BABEH!

-when u wear white fbt shorts, pray it doesnt rain =p